FOR YOU

 FOR YOU

Remember

Smoky pipes and silly wind chimes, a bass playing on repeat

I had my eyes on you, but you looked away.. is this defeat?

A small chuckle from your friend beside you, thought it was funny

but I can't keep my eyes off you, shit's never that easy.

DAMIRES HILLS

That gathered wit and chance was never a good combo

As I delve into the abyss of loving you

You were beautifuL and more beautiful,

you were perfect and more. 

One-third of a dozen years loving you, 

but just one third of three years being beside you

we were apart and you never felt it

we were apart and it broke my wit.

To those times I wished you were beside me,

to the times I wished I could hold you

for the moments I missed being beside you

for the moments I wished, loVed and wished more of you.

It's funny really, as wishing is for the impossible and hoping is for the attainable

And so I look into the ocEan and think of you smiling

ironic, how you smile now keeps me scrolling for more while crying.

These tear-stricken face you will never see

for I want you to believe you deserve something more than me.

Here's a confession I'd like to make,

that after more than a Year of leaving 

I wished you had gone home to me and  kissed me,

hugged me, assured me and... stayed.

I have loved you more than anything, saw my future with yOu

but in this cruel conservative world that we live through

it will never accept me and you.

I don't see you weak, I see you strong

never think that for once, I hoped we never belonged.

Because it isn't easy to stay for something

that has no assUrance and perhaps time will eventually leave crumbling.

I have seen you happy without me, that's more than enough

Please never cry again, I hope I would always be the 'lesson' in your life

I wished I could have been more than just the ship in your shore,

but somebody else is set to be the home you will always adore

In times you'll forget, feel ugly and hopeless,

always remember someone like me behind lens loved you never the less

He may treat you and serve you like you're his only Princess,

but please ne'er forget me who made you my Queen and my love for you, priceless.   

Wherever. 

Whenever.

ALWAYS.